2004-03-14
@ 1:28 a.m. Crazy, I can't believe I haven't updated in two weeks. I don't have any good reason either. My life is really that boring. I got a new job which is good news I guess. 20 hrs/week paging at the library. It's the job I had when I was 18 and it pays shit. But I also really like some of the people I work with. I can get sub hours, and timberland is an organization I am proud to work for. I'm not trying to get someone to buy a car loan or open a checking account. Those days are long gone and never coming back again. Molly is home this weekend and we saw my mom's play tonight. It was ok. Then we rented "Bend it like Beckham" which was really cute. Cute accents, soccer, the coach was cute, although he tried to hard to look smolderingly sexy. Now it's 1:30 and I'm still not really tired. There is nothing good on tv at this hour either. I didn't want to have to take a sleeping pill tonight but I may have no choice. I've been going walking pretty regularly with TJ and Domenic but I have to pretty much stop because my mom wants me on a really short leash. I have to finish my paper by April 30 or I'm kicked out. I don't even know what to say about that. I've got to get it done though, and I will. I know I can with my 20/hour week schedule. I just wish I could make more money though. MONEY, MONEY, MONEY, it's only important when you DON'T have any. So I think I will continue walking by myself in the neighborhood most afternoons then walk with the boys once a week or so. If I could just eat healthy I would be on my fucking way. My clothes are already a bit looser. I want to do the McDougal plan sort of. I want to cut out all breads, flours and dairy. I wish I could live in an apartment and cook that way for myself. It's hard because the McDougal plan calls for squashes and sweet potatoes. I do like squash a tiny bit, but sweet potatoes are a little harder. I can eat like three bites. I want to get hypnotized to love the foods on that diet. I would do the Atkins thing, but I would have to get hypnotized to like meat and I don't think that is possible for me. Wow, what a rambly, stoner entry. I guess I did miss writing. Nothing else to write I guess. I discovered Jason Mraz. His music is pretty great. Goodnight. Older Entries |