2004-01-28
@ 8:58 a.m. The girl with the thorn in her side. Oy vey I'm in bad spirits right now. Just because of my psychobitch mom though. I feel bad saying that because she's having surgery on Friday. I wonder if it's possible to get my bank statements mailed to another address. She won't stop looking at them. I just don't trust her with my mail. She is pissed at me because I didn't stay home last night. I have so much shit to do. I need to e-mail my professor asap because the COM department is trying to screw me over with credits. Corwin said I could substitute one class for another and I got a letter saying it won't work. Too fucking bad dude I'm Oly based now. I also have to make an appointment with my new group health doctor to start getting myself off these bloody awful anti-d's. I have to do those things today. I also have to fill out an online evaluation for work. I need to remember to figure out how to do that. Now something happy. My new friend TJ and I have been hanging out a lot lately. We're going to try to meet once a week to meet and have coffee. We have a connection where we feel really comfortable telling each other shit. I swear, every other thing he tells me he's like, "you can't tell Dominic(his boyfriend)about this." Yesterday we walked down the huge hill connecting the westside with downtown. The one with the 4th ave bridge on it. We walked around capitol lake and then up the hill. It was soooooo steep he had to pull me up part of it. It was such good exercise though. Then we went to his apartment and ate and watched tv. I love hanging out with him because we're so goofy. We made each other laugh so hard watching a Chinese news program. We were doing their voices in English and making them say the most perverted things possible. TJ is too cocky and I'm the opposite so he's going to teach me confidence and I"m going to teach him humility. So much fun, he lifts my spirits so high. He was also heavily involved in the occult for a large part of his 18 years and has crazy and almost unbelievable stories to tell. Wish me luck at home. My mom will be acting satanic now that she knows I'm overdrawn. I got "Louder Than Bombs" awhile ago and my favorite song has started skipping. I listen to it with the skips because I love it so much but it is annoying. And I'm not sure that version of "Is it really so strange?" is on any other cd. I feel like I had something else to say but if I did it's long gone like a ding dong. I am staying home and working on my paper tonight and bitches'll be EATING their words SOON. Seriously I will be reporting a massive victory for me in this diary within the next month and if I don't I'm going to commit suicide. So hang on. Because I've fucked up my relationship with my mom, my money situation and everything else. Everythings beyond fucked. So it can only get better right? I'm optimistic. I can't wait to report how much work I've gotten done. Older Entries |