2004-01-12
@ 7:36 a.m. That horrible goddamned song "Don't take the girl" is on. I liked it in high school but now I hate it as much as any song I've ever hated in my life. I am in a semi-permanant bad mood. My life is pretty fucked up at the moment. I lost my wallet and my anti-depressants. Hip hip hooray! Hip hip hooray! Hip hip HOO-FUCKING-RAY! So every time you see me driving, smile and wave because I'm driving without a license. After I scratch out this entry I'm going to make a list of items that were in the wallet so I can reorder them. At the top of my head I've got to order a new license at the dmv(tomorrow because they're closed on mondays I believe), a new debit card, a new group health card(i need one right), and a new pemco insurance card. I'll take one more night tonight to thoroughly search my bedroom and I'll start ordering all those cards tomorrow. No biggie really, it's not like I haven't lost my wallet before numerous times. Everything is replaceable in one way or another. One thorn in my side I'd like to rip out and replace is my asshole, fuckhead, retarded, piece of shit stepdad. I'm glad he waited until my wonderful sister left to pick a fight with me yesterday. I was in the garage getting ready to vacuum out my car, when he started giving me shit about my paper. I refused to argue with him instead asking him where to plug in the cord to use the Shop Vac. His response: Joanna, you're 23 years old, figure out where the plug is. Me: (sarcastically) Thanks for being nice. Asshole: Thanks for being stupid. Can you believe this motherfucker? I went inside and told me mom he was trying to pick a fight with me and called me stupid. A 56 year old man. I told on him mostly because he told on me for making ONE cd on the computer Saturday. My mom and I went outside and I resumed setting up the vacuum. Mike starts antagonizing me again, "How does your car look Joanna?" Me: Please don't look in it. Asshole: I'm not going to look in it. (comes closer) My mom came out to rescue me and I said, "Can you just leave me alone?" "Please?" And like the big baby he is mom my took him away with her. What a fucking psycho. I hate him so much and wish a slow, painful death upon him. Maybe getting his nuts stuck in a vice or a meat grinder or something, that would be pleasant. This ain't good thinking for a wanna be buddhist, but fuck it. I feel bad for saying this because my stepsisters are cool, but they don't even like him. He thinks nothing is wrong with him and that's why even though everyone knows he's an asshole, nobody says anything because he won't listen. I seriously hate him. I got my Morrissey cd FINALLY on Saturday. Needless to say, it was worth the wait and more. Saturday night I went with Kaitlyn and Stephanie to see some dude play guitar at the java flow. It was pretty fun. I'm off to stuff envelopes and make merry until break. Here's how I feel The silicone chip inside her head, had switched to overload. And nobody's gonna go to school today she's gonna make them stay at home. Daddy couldn't understand it. He always said she was good as gold. And he could see no reasons, Cause there are no reasons. What reason to you need to die? (tell me why?)I don't like Mondays(tell me why?) I don't like Mondays(tell me why?) I don't like Mondays. I wanna shoot the whole day down. Boomtown Rats- I don't like Mondays Older Entries |