2004-01-06
@ 9:25 a.m. Well I ended up tripping again Friday night, but it didn't work nearly as well. I indulged with Sean while Kaitlyn was at work and we kind of got into a fight later that night. Everything is cool now though. He was just hurting my feelings with his extreme bossiness and moodiness. I think the shrooms worked better for him than they did for me. Oh well, I'm not doing mushrooms again for a long time, because, quite frankly, they give me the shits. Like a mofo for real. I guess many pacific northwest counties have been hit by a winter storm. We sure have in Olympia. It must have snowed all night. During my hour lunch break I have to drive my car to the Saturn dealership so they can look at the fucking ignition AGAIN! If I can find my coupon they will also be doing a routine checkup or service or whatever they do for cars. I'm hoping Kait's not busy because then I'll pick her up at noon and she can sit with my car at the dealership until it's done. I have to stay at this hellhole called work until 5:45 and then Kait could pick me up with my car. I just try to keep the parents out of my affairs as much as I possibly can. Kait might be available because I'm sure her jobs are canceled. They're both school jobs and most schools are closed for the snow. Anyways the ground is covered with a superthick blanket of snow and only three phone tellers and myself showed up for work today. Pussies. No I'm just kidding. If I lived in the Elma boondocks I'd skip work too. The drive to work was scary with the snow blinding the windshield, but the ground wasn't that slippery and THAT is the most important thing. The callers are cranky today. I think many of them have cabin fever. They need to take a walk in the snow to cool off. I'm so pissed. I've only received ONE of my Christmas Amazon orders. I don't remember them taking this long in previous years. They better come soon, I want my fucking Morrissey.
I actually worked on my paper on Sunday. I'm doing ok with quitting cigs, never having my own. I have shared one with Kait every few days. Too many callers and not a damn thing to say. I'm outta here bitches! It's so easy to laugh It's so easy to hate It takes strength to be gentle and kind -Morrissey. I love him so very much. I can't think of the magical love we would make, it's too beautiful to even imagine. I hope this day gets over soon because it sure is sucky! Shannon's gone at least. Older Entries |