2004-01-02
@ 7:48 a.m. Well, well, well so it's 2004 I guess. I love New Year's because I consider it a time to start over, but I haven't made any resolutions yet. I had a great time on New Year's eve and Molly asked me to talk about it in here so I will. I'm going to warn you that I was BAD though, hee hee, so if you disapprove of the druggage stop reading. I got off work at 3 new years eve and went to Kaitlyn's work to pick her up. She works at an afterschool program for kids but no kids were there because of New Years eve. So instead of waiting around until six, she got off before five. We drove back to her apartment, smoked a spliff with Sean, picked up Kaitlyn's mom Lori at the oly library and ate a delicious dinner at Burrito Heaven. Later I found out that Molly ate at Pepper's the same evening and her friend ate at El Sarape so we had the Oly mexican restaurants pretty well covered. Oh yeah before we picked Lori up Kait, Sean and I stopped at the liquor store and picked up Jose Cuervo tequila for the party, some wild turkey for Kait's friend, and something else (Crown Royal maybe) for the party as well. I should mention that the line in the liquor store wound it's way all around the store. I kid you not. NY eve is an American drinkin' night. We went back to Sean and Kait's and began to wait to start drinking. Then my superhero arrived at the door. His name is TJ and he's Kait's gay 18 year old neighbor. He lives with his partner Dominic who's older than he is(25 I believe) Anyway TJ acts like he's 25 and he's such a cutie. We got along the first time I met him. He is psychic(or he believes he is) and he can do tarot, read palms, all that kind of shit. We crack each other up and both feel like we're not from planet earth. He was already tipsy and kept patting on the head and saying, "I really like you."
Kait, Sean, TJ, Jerome(another neighbor) and I managed to wait until about 7:30 before taking our first shot. More people starting coming and drinking and smoking of spliffs and cigarettes ensued. Everyone smoking a cigarette swore this was the last night they would be smoking. (yeah right) TJ and I were talking and goofing off. Kait's friend and a drug dealer Thius(sp?) showed up with his girlfriend Amanda and Kait's friend Stephanie. He also brought shrooms. I was so surprised and happy as I had been dying to fry again. I tried shrooms before, but I split the 8th too evenly and it did nothing for me. Plus I did it two nights in a row, which now I know doesn't work. I made Kaitlyn take me to a cash machine and bought a mushroom. Sean was the only person who had taken mushrooms besides Amanda I believe, so when he saw that I bought one, he shouted in his South African accent, "Eat it. Put the whole thing in your mouth and eat it now. Hurry up and get it into your system!" I actually took like 15 minutes to a half an hour to crumble it up and eat it because it tasted like ass. But I got it into my system. TJ was looking for Domenic at this point, and other people were starting to leave. Kait, Sean, Thius, Amanda and Stephanie decided to go to another party at this point. The manager had screamed at us to quiet down and Stephanie is not allowed on the property because of previous circumstances that are not interesting enough for me to elaborate on at this time. So we left at like 10 p.m and I wasn't feeling anything yet. We went to this guys house who ended up not being home. It was 10:30 or so and a warm feeling began to spread throughout my whole body. Sean asked if it was hitting me yet and I wasn't sure. It was hitting him though. He was screaming happy new year out the window.
My knees started to feel a little like jelly. We drove out to someones house in the country where Thius began to light fireworks. The shrooms took hold at this point. I was sitting in my car with the door open and Sean was crouched next to me. I felt so weird like my body was split in two, half outside with Sean and half inside the car. After the fireworks we drove to Thius, Amanda and Stephanie's house so they could make a phone call. Sean and I didn't know we were staying there for awhile, so we were goofing off in the car for a little bit. I kept getting out, saying I forgot something and getting back in. Finally we walked towards thius' house and I felt like I was in Alice and Wonderland's world. The ground seemed to slope down and my legs were jellyish so it was hard to walk. When we got inside I sat down in a chair and proceeded to melt into it. I put my head down on the table for a minute and my arms melted into the table. I described my trip to a Thius and he said, "Well enjoy it you've got four hours." We drove back to Kaitlyn's with Sean acting crazy and me giggling like a lunatic. TJ and Domenic came over and I gave TJ a huge hug. Thius, I, Kaitlyn and Stephanie went into the bedroom where I bought another 8th. I gave some to Kait and saved the rest for later. I sat on the bed and couldn't get up for awhile because I was melting into it again. We smoked a bowl in the bedroom. The weed had absolutely no effect on me. I looked into the living room at TJ and he seemed miles away rather than a few feet. We went back into the living room and I sat down next to Dominic on the couch. TJ sat on the carpet below us, but kinda between his legs you know. My mind was all fuzzy and I didn't talk for awhile. Domenic is really quiet and it made me feel shy. TJ kept massaging my leg and foot through my shoe. We counted down to midnight, screamed happy new year and 2004 began. TJ kissed me on the cheek and said happy new year. Sean rolled a spliff, which usually takes him like 10 minutes but took a half an hour due to the shrooms. That's all I remember. I woke up at 7:30 in Sean's bed(by myself of course) feeling like myself again, drove home, and slept in until 11. Yesterday I went to visit Kait and Sean them again to find out if I acted like a total idiot or told any wild secrets or something. They said after midnight I did get really crazy and weird. Now that I think about it, Sean Kaitlyn and I went into Sean's room and lay on his bed together. I remember saying a sentence and then the two of them laughing until they cried. Kait told me I was saying things in short words like "El Sarape!" "Dirty Daves!" "Ejaculation!(wtf?!!)", "I can't believe I still work at the credit union!", "What am I supposed to be doing?". All kinds of shit I can't believe it. So that was my night. I wanted to take the rest of my shrooms last night but I read on erowid.org that they would be ineffective the next night. Maybe I'll take them tonight. Take them at 9 pm and trip out in my room until 1 am. Go out walking in the snow. That's probably what I'll end up doing though I shouldn't because I'll feel really tired Saturday morning. I might get to go visit my friend Diane from E-burg tomorrow. She is in Seattle visiting her sister. I hope and pray it doesn't snow so I'll get to go. I miss her so damn much it's crazy.
I know this shit's long enough but I"m adding my resolutions that I won't keep. 1. Finish my paper by the end of January 2. Quit smoking cigarettes for good. 3. Cut down smoking pot to once a week. 4. Give up soda pop. 5. Buy only one espresso drink/week. 6. Save money. 7. Apply to grad school 8. Look for another job while in Olympia. 9. Eat healthy foods. 10. Exercise 11. Get off anti-deppressants 12. Get organized. Probably none of those will come true, but fuck it, it's fun making resolutions. And today is day #2 without cigs. Older Entries |