2003-12-10
@ 7:59 a.m. Well I'm attempting to quit smoking cigarettes again today. I don't smoke too often, just on breaks and . My favorite place to smoke is in my car but that's one of the reasons I want to quit. I don't want my car to reek of cigarette smoke. I also hate that my clothes reek of smoke. Didn't they make a type of cigs that don't smell. I think I'll look around for those today. Obviously I don't have a lot of confidence in myself quitting smoking. Maybe that's because I've been trying for almost three years with no success. The longest I've gone without a cig is 14 days. But since I only smoke a few each day I could still quit with minimal damage. Who knows if I'll do it today or not? Probably not, especially because I have a two hour break after work.
At six this evening I'm going to El Sarape for the holiday party for work. It should be pretty fun. I bought a candle for the candle exchange, so at least I'll get to take a candle home. El Sarape is ok. They have plenty of veggie options. They just don't even compare to Peppers. It's all good though, I'm pretty sure the meal is free. We're allowed to order alchol if we pay and I wonder if anyone's going to do that. I like margaritas, but I don't know how El Sarape's are. Restaurant drinks are generally very weak. Not that I want to get plastered but I refuse to pay for overpriced fruity weak drinks. Why the fuck would you buy a virgin margarita when you're of age? Something scary happened to me yesterday but I don't feel comfortable discussing it here. I'm not telling anyone in my personal life either, but since it's my diary I can acknowledge the scary event occured. I will say that if you narc on someone when they're doing something that's not hurting anybody else. If you narc on someone without reason for purpose I hope you die a horrible death and go to hell. I hope you get bad karma times 200. And this isn't directed towards anyone at work OR anyone in my personal life. Burn in hell psycho motherfucker. You can bring me down but not for long fucking waste of space. What you did caused me to look in the mirror and realize some things had to change. So I'm making MUCH wiser choices thanks to you. I know you didn't plan on me thriving after what you did, so HA! God I've been good today about not gnawing on my fingers. And Shannon complimented me yesterday on how I was answering the phone. The only thing I have to do now is stop spending money(except for X-mas) and do my paper at lightening speed.
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