2003-12-04
@ 9:01 a.m. I'm flying into the danger zone as far as my job goes. I lost my key to the building and am in pretty deep shit for it. Not fired yet, but I'm sure I will be if I fuck up again. I hate being scared all the time at work. I can't stop losing things and I'll never be able to. Maybe God can have some mercy on me and help me not lose the next key I get. If they even give me one. Hopefully I'll be able to just go in through the back door, which would mean I"ll only need to memorize a code. Yesterday I stayed at home sick. I tried to come to work, but I puked in my mouth on the drive, and barfolad more as soon as I opened my car door. It was disgusting. I had some little flu or something and that morning I was like the exorcist girl. Later in the afternoon I felt fine and I feel ok right now. I am at least a little bit nauseous all the time and I'm just grateful that I'm not more nauseous right now. Rumor has it that a full time circulation position might be opening at Lacey. I'm definately going to apply for it. I want to work at Timberland again so desperately. I would do anything. I'll just keep my eyes peeled for the position to be posted on the internet. Nothing else is going on. Older Entries |