2003-11-20
@ 9:27 a.m. I was really angry in my last entry. But we know the pen is mightier than the sword, and at least I didn't go out and kill anybody right? Shannon has been pretty much leaving me alone for the past two days which is positive. I keep getting interrupted by calls so this ain't gonna flow. That sucks because it wasn't busy at all earlier. Oh my god it is so fucking busy here. And I have really bad cramps. I would ask Jenni for pain meds but I asked her for some yesterday. It has been snowing all morning, though it is only snowing very lightly right now. Unfortunately I really hate snow. Don't get me wrong, it's really beautiful, I just hate how it causes people to drive 40 mph on the freeway. I can understand people not being used to driving in it, but at least go 55. Hopefully it won't stick around and turn to ice. I lived through three snowy winters in Ellensburg and the first one was the worst. I kept falling down on the hard ground because it was so slick. I also hate winter because I dislike Christmas. I know that sounds terrible, but my parents are teachers so they get vacation time. I love my Mom and tolerate my stepdad, but I hate spending tons of time with them. At least I will get my paper done with my mom hasseling me all the time. I also really hate materialism. I hate thinking of what I want for myself and there is almost no place I hate more than the mall, especially around Christmas. I used to like Christmas carols, but now I'm pretty tired of those too. I hate the stress of trying to buy everyone the perfect gift and I don't even like trees being cut down. There are a few good things like cookies, seeing family I haven't seen in awhile, and getting off work are the ones I can think of. And people donate more food to the hungry which I guess is the best thing of all about X-Mas. Yay, I just found the best thing about the holiday season. And now it's time to do the mail. I might update later. There's not a sound Outside the snow's coming down. And still I can't seem to find, the quiet inside my mind. I love John Mayer and I'm SO addicted his new album "Heaver Things" it's not even funny. Word. Older Entries |