2003-11-17
@ 9:45 p.m. I barely have time to write in here lately. I'm going to rant without explanations and cuss out my boss. I really hate my supervisor at work right now. She just really annoys the fucking crap out of me. I CANNOT answer the fucking switchboard well enough for her. I absolutely cannot do it. I hate this job so fucking much. I don't consider myself smart at all but I belong in places like libraries and schools. I hate the callers(especially some of the people from Vancouver. ASSHOLES), most of the people that work there, the atmosphere, the lighting, my work space, how my FUCKING, HICK BITCH SUPERVISOR ripped down my sticky notes. Oh, you know what that fucking bitch always says to me with her ugly tan makeup caked face and her Deliverance-like Southern drawl. When I don't answer the switchboard like she wants she says, "You got your degree in communications right. So use your degree." Well thank you stupid fucking retard. I'll use all five credits from Switchboard Operating 101. And she's made several comments about my "degree" (because I haven't earned it yet :) I know it's because she doesn't have one. Every time I get in trouble for shit I don't know how to do because I've NEVER worked in a bank before, she mentions that I should be better at this job because I have a degree. Just as I hate college grads who belittle others who don't have degrees, I hate people that belittle degrees. If you want a degree, get the financial aid and go to school. But don't treat me badly because I have one. Tell me this isn't always what happens when uneducated people are given positions of power. And what does that even mean, "Use your degree". I feel like bringing it in and banging it against the switchboard as hard as I can. "There I'm using my degree MUCH more than anyone at this job who has one uses theirs, and just by banging it on the switchboard. Maybe this will change. Another reason I hate her is because I'm scared of her. She's big, mean, intimidating and loud. Today when she was watching me post mail my hands were trembling. When she watched me answer the switchboard I stumbled over my words. I just hate her presence and aura so much. I really hate overly loud people and if one were to die, even if they were a nice person I promise you I'd get over it. And I don't mean being loud sometimes. I'm loud sometimes. Whenever I'm alone in the house I constantly have to sing at the top of my lungs. When I'm with my sister I laugh way too loudly. But not all the time. Okay RW/RR challenge the gauntlet is on. Bye. Oh yeah Mom, Mike and I saw Mary Chapin-Carpenter, Dar Williams, Shawn Colvin, and Patti Griffin and it was an amazing show Older Entries |