2003-10-08
@ 7:52 p.m. I can't stop listening to "Never Tear us Apart" by INXS. It's such a sweet, sad song. Another song I love is "Crimson and Clover" by Tommy James and the Shondells. I think that song is so sexy. When I hear it I picture a high school dance from the fifties, where nobody is an innocent as they seem. The kids dancing together can't wait to tear each others clothes off. But in any case. . . I seriously don't know how older grownups such as my mom and stepdad get up so damn early every day. Now that I have to get up at 5:45 every morning I have to go to bed at 9:30 every night. It's hard for me to stay up until then even. I think the smog in California has leaked into their brains. Why else would they elect the fucking Terminator as governor? Maybe Sylvester Stallone will be governor of New York next. And now I heard somewhere(undocumented because of my hazy memory) that nine states want to recall their governors. If you vote someone in, you're stuck with them, or else we get to recall Bush. It's only fair. Who the hell would vote for a movie star with no political experience? Where were all the liberal California celebrities when they needed them. My mom was so funny. "Well we can just thank God that we don't live in California." Well I prayed the recall wouldn't happen and it still did. I hope all the money wasted on this recall was worth it. Speaking of prayer, I pray someday I'll be able to stop thinking about Billy every hour of every day. I just wish I could get him out of my mind so badly because it drives me fucking nuts. Why would I OBSESS over someone who I wasn't even that good friends with. I still pretty much hate work. It seems like I'll be sitting there for a few minutes, then a co-worker will come to talk to me and the switchboard will start ringing off the hook. This experience has really taught me how much I hate people. Now I'm listening to "Man in the Mirror" by Michael Jackson. That's one of my favorite songs too, I just love the concept of it. I wish he weren't crazy because he's a genius. "I've been a victim of, a selfish kind of love." My mom just came to the door to bug me about doing my paper. Get the fuck away from me, Jesus. For someone I love so much, she makes me so fucking mad. Edith, when you left down I think you gave me some of your rage. =) Heh. I told her I wanted to buy the Michael Moore book today to do my part in getting a liberal point of view on the bestseller list, and she was like, "Put it on your Christmas list." I wanted to scream at her for some reason. I have to get upstairs before she bugs me again. Older Entries |