2003-09-08
@ 4:13 p.m. It is 4:15 and I have wasted another day on nothing. I should have worked on my paper today. I got the switchboard operator job at my credit union, so tomorrow will be my last completely free weekday to work on my thesis. I will have to work on it tonight and on the weekends as well. I really hate my stepdad. He is a psychotic asshat really. I wish I could work in the evenings and on the weekends and never see him. I'm dead serious. I could stay home by myself in the day and work when he's at home in the evenings and on the weekends. But that would be too much like paradise. Mike treats Ben, Mom and I like slaves and I hate him. I dread being around him when I'm home. I'm never marrying someone without finding out if they're psychotic, rude hypocrites first. The house is so peaceful and wonderful when it's just Ben and I. Tonight is Road Rules and Wednesday is my first day of work. Huzzah. Nobody wants to work, but I desperately need some money. Soy muy pobre amigos. Necesito algun dinero. I got those phrases by using an online translator. I wanna hablo espanol so badly though. And Japanese. I hung out with my friend Courtney last Friday and it was fun. We watched Annie Hall which was surprisingly funny. On Saturday I worked at my old job paging at the library. It would have been hell if not for working with Anna Nash, who patiently explained to me everything that had changed while I was not working there for three years. Now two out of three pages have to shelve the entire time while the other page does all the clerical stuff and cleans the entirely library. It's so lame. I can't wait until I finish this paper so I can work there nights and weekends and make some pocket change. My switchboard operator income will go to my car and school payments. And that was all she wrote. Older Entries |