2003-08-21
@ 10:32 p.m. It's amazing how rarely I have the urge to update when I'm home. All I do is fill out job applications and ride in the car with my mom to turn them in. I applied for a position at the Washington State Library that I'm totally underqualified for, a clerical position at a sexual assault prevention place, and a clerical position at a place that provides low-income housing. I'm glad I'm applying at agencies and such first. I'd rather be involved with helping people directly than selling them crap they don't need. I hope I get a job soon. Meanwhile I have completely neglected my thesis. My prof is sending me a packet of criticisms and part of the syllabus. I really need those things in order to write it. I've been away from Olympia for three years and Ellensburg radio stations don't get Loveline. Now I'm listening to it again and I found out Adam Carolla got married. Yay, congratulations Adam! It's great to congratulate celebs because they really care (ha ha) I'm power walking every day and eating great, so hopefully it won't be too long until I can fit back into my jeans. I'm going crazy from low self-esteem about my weight. I had a dream about Billy last night. He told me he missed his wife, that she had left him. It was so weird because he's single. I miss him so much it would take ten pages to describe how much I miss him. I miss telling him the events of my life and hearing his perspective on them. I miss his smile and how he laughs at my stupid jokes. Grandma is driving me a little nuts, but not too badly yet. It was so funny. Michael was reading the paper on the couch and Grandma was watching Fox News and the O'Reilly Factor came on. I said, "I can't watch this show," and started to leave the room. She asked me why and I said it was too conservative. About a minute later Mom came into the room and said, "I can't watch this show. Please change it. It makes me sick to my stomach." We offered to let Grandma watch it in my room but she ended up changing the channel. It was pretty funny though. But how much bullshit can we tolerate blasting through our living room tv? Fox News is too fucking much that's for sure. I'm tired so I'm signing off. Tomorrow I'm getting up early to go with Mom to get her car fixed or oil changed or something to that effect. While she's getting that done we're going to look for cars. I love my Mommy. She's so good to me and we always bash Grandma and Michael together because they're so much alike in personality. I miss Mollykins. Older Entries |