2003-08-04
@ 1:11 a.m. I have so much homework to do, and yet I have wasted another weekend sitting on my ass as usual. Tomorrow I meet with three profs at the same time to discuss my thesis. I'm really nervous about that. Yesterday was my last day working with Billy, so we talked the whole two hours. He even accidently missed his break because we were talking. The time went by way too fast of course, we talked about movies, space shuttles(for a really long time for some reason), and all kinds of other shit. I'm so sad thinking about him. We hugged though, so I got to hold him once at least. We were closing down each floor of the library one by one, and on the second floor I nervously asked him to hug me like a little girl. Seriously I said, "Can you give me a hug?" It was a very short hug, but it will last forever with how many times I can repeat it in my memory. Even though we never did anything, I consider him my first love in a way. Maybe because my first two loves turned out to be assholes so they don't count. After we hugged he said he had a lot of fun working with me. I love him so very much. He's the coolest person I've ever met. And he rode along with me on his bike while I walked home, so I got to talk to him even more. He sort of taught me to look at everything with new eyes, to appreciate things more, and to be less judgemental. Tonight I hung out with Sam and Melissa, and we watched "Sex in the City." I'd never seen it before, but it was pretty damn funny I must say. I love those girls, we are a triple threat for sure. When we were studying in the diner on Thursday, we must have been really tired or something. I say this because at one point we kept quoting Michael Moore from "Stupid White Men" and just screaming with laughter. Seriously Sam would say, "Can you admit you had a cocaine habit?" about president Bush and we would laugh crazily. Then I said, "Can you read at an adult level?" and we couldn't stop laughing. Why do I have to make new friends when I'm leaving in a week. I have to go to sleep now because I have SO MUCH to do. There is a weird diaryland banner running across my screen. It's based on "Psycho." Too bad I'm about to click the done button, although I'm sure I"ll see it again. Older Entries |